shesepankh | ghost

Kindergarten teacher Renée Higgenbotham Swan (36) was killed in a car crash one mile from her residence in Phoenix, AZ, January 9, 2005. She is survived by her daughter Isabella (16). Her service will be held at -

Bella has the entire obituary pasted into a page of one of her compilation notebooks but tends not to re-read past the first lines. It's repellent. The concept of obituaries is repellent. The funeral is over. Renée's vibrant brief life has been summed up over the course of a paragraph, and is also over.

Bella pretends to sleep on the plane. Her neighbor is talkative and she doesn't want to say shut up, my mom just died, because - what if it doesn't work? What if this news doesn't have the power to bludgeon everyone else into stunned silence the way it does Bella?

Charlie collects her. Charlie hugs her. Charlie doesn't make her talk. Good wonderful understanding quiet Charlie does not say a word. He takes her home. Her room's where she left it last August.

It's raining.

Bella stays home, moving in, moping, for a day, and then she shows up at school, gray-faced and withdrawn. First class is English. Okay, whatever.

The teacher wants her to introduce herself. Bella wants to yank on the skinny end of his tie until he regrets making her.

She stands at the front of the room and says that her name is Bella Swan and she's moved here to live with her dad. The teacher makes an impatient go on gesture and she stands there for a moment before robotically saying the same thing she produced at the beginning of the year in her old school in Phoenix when they were doing go-around-the-room-and-share-facts. "I'm one of those people who actually likes Shakespeare."

He lets her sit down.

She sits.

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From:

shesepankh

"I don't actually know if they'll let me use the copier. But I know they have one. I was in the office this morning getting my schedule and my map."

From:

castmyown

"It's a good idea, nonetheless. Thank you for sharing it, I'm borrowing it."

From:

shesepankh

"Well, there goes my ability to corner the market on selling a class's worth of notes for fifty cents."

From:

castmyown

"Yup, that's what happens when you tell your competition, 'Hey, photocopying is a thing that you can do.' I don't know why you thought any different."

From:

shesepankh

"Next time I'll have a patent lawer."

From:

castmyown

"Good, good. Glad this has taught you well."

From:

shesepankh

"Even though I'll use my knowledge to defeat you? Mwahaha?"

From:

castmyown

"Hey, my entire motivation for getting into this business is, 'Let's everyone try to learn things' so.... Yes. Knowledge for all."

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From:

shesepankh

"Well, there's learning Earth Science and then there's learning - marketing and manufacture."

From:

castmyown

"It counts. Not all of the useful things to learn can be learned in high school. I'd be hamstringing the world if I said, 'No, it is not taught in high school so it is therefore not useful.'"

He's learned lots of useful, useful things that high school has nothing to do with. Marketing and manufacture isn't even close to being the same thing, but it's somewhat close. If you squint.

From:

shesepankh

"Are you personally in a position to hamstring the entire world? Should I be polishing my resume for you to get in on whatever cool world-changing thing you are doing?"

From:

castmyown

He snorts. "I wish. No, sorry, but if I find something I will keep you in mind. There's lots of things I would fix if I could."

From:

shesepankh

"Me too. Haven't picked one yet. I have a list in order by ratio of upside to likelihood with margin notes about fallback positions from the requisite college majors and skillsets."

From:

castmyown

Darren smiles at her, then replies, "That's pretty impressive. My goals on the matter are, 'I don't know, science or social services or something, I guess.' Science because I'm good at it and it can be used to improve lives everywhere, social services because it's kind of a mess."

From:

shesepankh

"My list could be summarized as 'medicine or politics or something I guess'."

From:

castmyown

He snickers. "Both good things, if used right. I don't have the backing to get into politics, you need either lots of money or lots of charisma and I don't meet either requirement, I think. But it's an option, if I ever become incredibly rich. Or charismatic, I suppose."

From:

shesepankh

"I wasn't necessarily thinking elected office, although I could easily fail hard enough at charisma to be hedged out of appointed positions, too. 'Politics' also loosely covers things like working for activism organizations. The ACLU or whatever."

From:

castmyown

"Aha. My mind went to, 'Gets up there and speeches at things and is hopefully not horrifically corrupt' instead of other options. I need to think more outside of the box, apparently."

From:

shesepankh

"Yes. What are you even doing in that box? Is it nice there?"

From:

castmyown

"Yes, but sometimes I think I need to stretch my metaphorical wings."

Metaphorical. Ha.

From:

shesepankh

"Sure. You can just keep a little nest in your box."

From:

castmyown

"I'll come back to visit with trophies of my outside-of-the-box explorations, and put them on the walls or shelves or something. The box will end up very nicely decorated by the end of it."